When I see myself right now and I compare myself to who I want to be, it's like seeing a completely different human being that just so happens to have my face on it. How do you even begin to make such a drastic change? It's something that I've wanted to commit to for the past couple of years now but every time I go to make these changes, I completely lose it after a few weeks to a month and fall back into my old self. Take a person whos unhealthy, undisciplined, not social, doesn't interact with many people, and create a person who is the inverse of all those traits. That's essentially my situation. It feels so overwhelming and it's like this crazy mountain that I'm staring at from the base. How do I even begin to break that stuff down when there's just so much that I have to do?